okay, so my insomnia won last night. i wasn't able to fight it [like i was really attempting to] HAHA sucks at it is, i slept around 6.30 [AM], the sun`s already up and our house help was already awake. i was just about to sleep. so yeah, i woke up like 1.00 [PM] already, my mom woke me up so i had no choice but to get up. we ate lunch then took a bath. like any other day [lunch.bath.go online] HAHA i went online. checked my email. checked some other networks blah blah blah. then i checked on my uber. OMFG. i got a message from the Renegades of Style.
it goes:







The Renegades

i was like OMG. for real? they've picked me to be one of the featured bloggers on their page?! WOW that's awesome. =P

but yeah, i checked their page, and there i was. YEY! Haha
on the same page as audrey kitching, stevie ryan, clint catalyst, and other featured bloggers. Mkay, i feel special now. =)) LOL


really, wow. so i have to make my blog entries with sense. haha =)

okay, get over it karla. *Snapsnap!

back to what happened today, ..
my sister & i went to our grandpa's house to visit our puppies. [they live there] first it was all good. catching up with whats happenin', talkin bout the situation of my grandmother [she was confined in the Medical City hospital since monday and had some surgery last wednesday.. and some new illness was coming out, we're not sure what it is yet. =(] moving on.. my grandpa woke up and went out to order some take-out, while waiting i played with my puppie lovies. <3 then he got back, we ate and had some talks about my plans. WTF. thanks alot, instead of encouraging and supporting me with what i want to do, he was all "you will not survived it there, blahblah you will just waste your time, blahblah you won't last a month there." thanks alot, so much for encouraging & supporting me part. i felt really bad, so i called our driver coz i wanna leave. went back home super down and all. i really felt bad, i didn't expect that kind of reaction. Ugh, whatever! i'll do what i want and i'll push through with my plans. i have thought about it, and i know that its what i really want to do. LEAVE! and START A NEW! phew,thats what i want to do. im gonna prove him wrong demmet! HAHA all that i had to say after all what blahblahs he said was that i know what i want, and if i really want it that badly i will do anything to make that happen. and that i am really determined to push though with my plans. Gosh i will survive you know, i ain't a quitter. i want it bad and i'll do my best at it. GAH!

awright, i have to stop this coz i don't wanna cry again. hahaha

i'll talk about my plans on another entry :) not here. Hehe


i'll try to sleep its already 4.00 freakin AM!
and i have to wake at 6.00AM coz i have to go somewhere.

KtnxBye! <3